5:37 AM

I’ve got a test today and I should be sleeping, but this is me about to rant because: Firstly, I have to practice what I preach: consistency and discipline. Showing up. Doing it all the time. Especially when I don’t feel like it. And right now? I DON’T. At all. I’m dizzy because I didn’t sleep well, and I’ve got a class this morning. But here I am, typing a bunch of words because I’ve been gone from this page for too long. Secondly-oh my! Ohhh my! God, did You literally create angels and just give them human bodies?? So many beautiful emotions have been stirred up in me these past couple of weeks. I fell ill two weeks ago and YES-God dropped angels from Heaven and placed them right in my circle 😭 EVERYTHING I needed was provided for. I was moved to tears so many times. And I’m just... so grateful. For my friends. So, so, so, so grateful. I feel like saying, “Give them a hug wherever you see them” 😂 Thirdly, I now have a third 001. Three of my friends have told me they’re my biggest fan. BURST MY BRAIN 😭😭 One even said he checks this page every two days! Who does that?! I’m shy to post this now 😂 I feel too loved. Too seen. Fourthly, I’ve had tons of write-ups swirling in my head these past few weeks. I hope to bombard this page with them in the coming days. No more keeping them locked up in my mind. Fifthly, it’s Tuesday, 29th July. And I’m really praying I don’t enter August without any goals or without even reviewing my July ones 😭 During the time I was ill, I got so laid back on many of the things I wanted to accomplish… And now, I’m scared to even open that goal list 😂😂 Please put me in prayers 🙏🏾 (my mentor can’t hear this 😭) Hopefully finally, a wonderful friend of mine celebrated her birthday yesterday. I think I’ll say a little something about her in a subsequent post 👀 And now, truly finally Normal me would wait for the perfect day like the last day of the month or the first of a new one to post something like this. But I’m coming out of that era. No more waiting. No more “when the time feels right.” I’m stepping into the JUST DO IT era. The I’m-ready-now, I-show-up-now, I-post-it-now, I-become-it-now era. I’m done letting perfection hold my progress hostage. If it’s now, it’s enough. And if you’re reading this, it’s proof that the new era has already begun. 💥 Oh, and one last thing (I promise, last one 😅), It’s funny I’m even posting here because I haven’t officially shared the link to this blog anywhere yet. Just a few people dear to me have seen it. I’m still working on something… and once I get it, I’ll share the link. But for now? You’re one of the lucky ones who stumbled into this quiet corner of my heart. 🤍 Shhh… don’t tell anyone just yet 😉