Heartbreak made me do this- how I started writing

YAYYYY!

It's our first post! 🥳

And I’m doing a little intro...

Okay, a whole lot actually- because your girl loves detailed intros 😹

First things first:

I started writing four years ago when I had my first heartbreak.

Not the romantic kind; just so you know.

There was this girl I was close to.

Really really close

Best-friend-close

But she was even closer to someone else.

I really wanted that title of her best friend.

I can't remember exactly what happened,

But I remember how jealousy wiped out logical reasoning from me

And it led to something called 'broken trust'

She was disappointed in me because I kept on lying to her

I had my reason😫

And everyone in her circle knew including her

I was fooling myself- It was so humiliating when I found out

I lost the bond.

The closeness and;

The friendship.

I wrote the saddest song of my life that night

Yep, my first piece was a song.

I still remember the chorus and bridge four years later😂

Now here’s the thing;

I used to be terrible at English Language,

I mean I liked it but it never liked me

So this song was a huge deal.

And it felt soooo good to bleed my emotions into poetry.

So every time I had a falling out with friends,

I’d poeticize it (if poeticize is even a word!)

Over time, my writing improved,

Especially my English essays and letters.

And I discovered something wild,

I love abstract.

I love writing about the things people overlook.

I love writing things that make you tilt your head like:

“Wait... what?”

Things that make you question my sanity. 😏

Have you watched Upside Down Magic?

WHAT? You haven’t?!

Well...

You could say I’m an upside down writer.

This post is already long, isn’t it?

Let’s pause here.

I’ll continue the intro in the next post.

Has heartbreak ever birthed something beautiful in you?- tell meeeee

And tag someone who needs to read this.

Or just tag yourself, lol. Healing is personal. 💜

ps: I remember exactly what happened but I'm neverrrrr going to say it😭